Disguising myself like an actor behind the mask, tragedy, comedy, whatever makes them laugh or cry. Catharsis is not always the way, however, it helps.
I want to get out and break free!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I regret it deeply, but my stupid brain told me to do it. I miss you master, why did I leave you? You are happy and this is all I want, I had to do it in order to release you. You are a happy man, and I miss you, more and more every day. You are the best. Long life to you, master.